the break, drive and my million

ive decided to take a break from it.
from them magical sticks that abra cadabras off them excessive worries .
sudden decision. wanna see how long i can resist. put my will power to the test.

i have no will power.

i woke up today to a mr.brightside alarm, feeling like a feather.
had one conversation in campus and bam, the weight of the world was on my shoulders. again.
asignments after asignments, midterms and such, all begun to pill up. just one conversation.
realized how behind i was with my academic. gesus christ.
due dates seem closer than ever, nak muntah darah sial.. they say i panic when the situation gets tough. i say i get this drive, this seriousness to just close the deal. like fire. so cool.

im gonna makes this work. watch me.

was watching tv and they were talking bout this dude who was the 9th riches man in europe at the age of 24. apparently he started a company that distributes games. how do they come out with these ideas man? he had a company when he was 21. im twenty and im flat broke.
that dude borrowed 2500 sterling pounds from prince charles and started his shit.
too bad in this country you only get cash when your on bersama-mu or something. and if you're a non-bumi, well thank your lucky stars we're not kicked out of this piece of crap land yet.
so much for fairness in equality.
i need to get my shit together real fast man.

first million, here i come..