the day the world mourned.

the world mourned today,
for the death of pop king,
Michael Jackson.

i was pretty much, shocked when i heard the news of MJ's death.
i mean, he just died. just like that.
dude, if he had been in a coma two days ago or something,
at least the world could have prepared themselves for his departure.
Michael was a living legend la. need i say more?
his infectious pop hits and riveting dance moves made him one of the most, sorry,
THE most celebrated and emulated entertainers in history.
thus, the king.
he now shares the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame with Elvis, and the Beatles and Frank Sinatra, the only few who previously tasted this level of superstardom.
so rihanna, beyonce or whatever-the-hell you call yourself now, you guys are leagues away.

Dear MJ,
i thank you for all the love you gave and all the sacrifices you made for the sack of music.
you've touched the hearts of my family, and the hearts of all the fans out there,
black or white, red or blue.
you're in a better place now. do what you do best. dance with the gods.
for there is where you're ought to be.

to the king,
salut.



xo,
theguywiththelippiercing

sleep well sweet prince

current personality test results..

just did this test..
got it from a friend's blog.
thanks beb.

http://www.colorquiz.com

this was what it said..

My existing situation
Needs excitement and constant stimulation. Willingly participates in activities that are thrilling and offer adventure.

My stress source
"Wishes for freedom and independence, free from limitations and restrictions except for the ones he chooses to give himself."

My restrained characteristics
1. Current events leave him feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation.

2. Emotionally distant even from those closest to him.

3. His confidence is low but he is unable to admit that is the reason for his avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of his control and he is making the best of it.

4. Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.

(somehow they repeated number 4 twice.)

My desired objectives
"Feels stressed due to his current situation or relationships, and needs to make changes. Looking for a solution that will increase his chances of fulfilling his current hopes and dreams."

My actual Problem
"Feeling held back and restricted from moving forward, looking for a solution that will give him more freedom and less obstacles."

there you go..the reasons for my off-moods and enthusiasm..
lesson learned.
the next me?
damn right selfish.


xoxo,
thenewselfishguywiththelippiercing

i actually feel much better..
weird.

writer's block

or is it me, couldn't give 2 fucks about anything anymore.
everythings changing.
everyones changing.
too fast. im too tired and im too damn old to give a hell'sfuck anymore.

soldier you won't and never will know my part of the story.
thats about all you're gonna hear from me.
not quite the person i was. i feel numb.

you wanna change son, change now.
you wanna dream son, might as well dream big.

dear world,

fuck you. here i come.

xo,
pierce

breaking news..

played football today..for a whole hour..
damn proud of of myself. been too damn long la, stamina like cow.
third attempt on quitting. hope all goes well la yea?
7 months then i'll be as good as new.
hopefully the whole starting a futsal team with subra helps.
oh, and have been jaming alot with joshua. can officially play when you say nothing at all.
now waiting for him to bring his drums back here. then it'll be awesome lah.
whole new semester. my new start. very weird feeling. like super semangat.
must score must score. trust me la guys, chics dig smart asses.
and dear cowgirl, if you ever ever read this post,
i think you're super gorgeous la..

note to self :
swim everyday
submit the damn ptptn form
go to church
register for gym
MC for css agm
msg rachael about the ice-breaking thing
che's birthday is on the 9th of july
danielle's birthday on the 30th this month
ask uncle jerry about the shirt printing thing
and prepare lecture notes and BUY THEM BLOODY TEXTBOOKS LA FCK..

xo,
theguywiththelippiercing

newsflash

loads to blog about..
in fact, ive got too much to blog about,
will do it all gradually, eventually..
had a long waited, important, needed holiday.
away from the cool cool people of multifcknmedia university.
had a week at langkawi, will blog about that if i have the mood, nothing to brag about lor honestly..

i miss danielle, love of my life.
she's so so big now, absolutely gorgeous, so beautiful la you love.

had to send a very good friend away the other day.
he's headed up north to further his studies.
as much as i didnt show it, was painful lor saying bye.
oh and gundam 00 is damn nice. i like lockon stratus most. gundam meister of dynames of the celestial beings..haha..

im abit disappointed with a few things la currently.
but i'll save that for another story..wil blog/bitch about it some other time..

and imran's gonna hook me up with this chic he thinks fits me.
chinese, really pretty, and she has this fettish for cows?
yea..tell you what, i'll name you cowgirl yea?
*you can whip me if i misbehave*
ngahaha..

alright alright im talking trash d.
gonna wash my face and watch gundam00 season 2..

oh and i pass all my subjects.
big big big relieved. big or huge..which ever's bigger..

xoxo,
theguywiththelippiercing-thathasathingforchinesegirls

it's the season laa..

to life, and to the rest of the fothermuckers

"To laugh often and much;
To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;
To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition
To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded."

-Presanna Nair


so if you fckn think you're fckn all that..
you're fckn wrong..

of attorneys and law breakers

do they actually work out?

things aren't going on so great..
been going out a lot, apparently distraction suppose to help.
no mood to brag about anything here.
neither am i too proud of my progress at the moment.
opportunities are in arms grasp,
but i chose procrastination.
just don't have the energy to do anything.
those of you smart enough to decipher this, you know whats hapnin'
been a long time since i acted so stupid.
urgently need to get my shit back together,
success is my only motherfucking option.
being stagnant don't help me with nothing.
i hate it when i don't know.

i need a wake up call again.
if getting ink'd sets my ignition straight again,
so be it.
here i come.


guess you say it best when you say nothing at all huh..
great